Back Pain

On June 8th I had major back pains, went to the ER and got it taken care of after like a month of pain. Well August 22nd I bent over to pick up my kitty and before I could grab him, I heard a crack/pop on my back, and have been having horrible pain. I went August 24th for a CT scan (before O). Well yesterday I went to the doctors to get the results. He stated I have a bulging disc, and there is nothing he can do about it. Its something I have to live with. He did state that I could get a steriod shot that would help it, but its only temporary. WELL, because DH and I are TTC I will not have the shot done. SO I guess my only option is try different things to help the pain. I was told Tylenol is OK while TTC and Pregnancy, but I try not to take anything unless I REALLY need it. I have not taken any kind of medication for over a week, so I think my system is cleared out. I am scared though, because having this back pain, I am sure will make it hard to carry a child for 9 months. I guess only time will tell.

OPK

I had one more test to take this morning for the month. Now I showed a + on Monday and Tuesday. But this morning I got a MAJOR + I mean the line was super dark. So I am thinking today not Monday is the best day to conceive. For some reason I am really thinking this is our month to get a BFP. I don't want to get to excited, but I can just feel it. I guess only time will tell.

Two week wait

Yesterday was my most fertile day. So now I am on the TWW list. I really hope that Sept is our month to get pregnant. About 9 months ago I had gone to a psyhic and she advised I would either deliver a baby this September, or get pregnant. I really hope she was right, and this is the month for DH and I. The only thing I am worried about is my back issue. I am having major pain, and go see the doctor on 09/06 to go over the CT I had done on 08/24. I hope its nothing major, and can be taken care of. I have not taken any pain pills since O. It has been VERY hard not to take anything, since I am in so much pain. I guess only time will tell.

Doctor Appt Yesterday

Well Kevin and I went to the doctors yesterday, and my ultrasound looks good. Next step that was suggested was that we should see about doing an xray of all my parts. (ovaries, tubes, etc.) That doesnt sound simple. I sure hope its all good. I have been using the Opt for 2 months, and hopefully this will help us conceive.

Still Trying

Well its been 17 months since we have been TTC#1. We are getting pretty disappointed. I never thought it would take so long to get pregnant. I am seeing the GYN tomorrow to make sure everything is okay. We will not give up hope. It will happen.

Another Disapointment

Well after being 30 days late, and 59 days since my last period, I have finally started. I had spotting yesterday, and this morning my period started. I am so depresssed and dissapointed. This is the hardest thing. I can't take much more heartache. Kevin is totally devestated as well. I just dont know what to say anymore.

Told no...but could I be?

It's been awhile since I posted an entry. I just have been down and depressed that I have not gotten pregnant yet, and the past year has been so stressful with getting a new job, and having family issues. But I am back now. My back was botherin me really bad on June 8th, I went to the ER, and before they did Xrays I had a PT taken (urine) and it was negative. So I had the Xrays and we on some drugs to help the pain. Well I still had not started my period, and a friend told me that sometimes it can happen where you don't produce enough hormones to show positive on a urine test. I decided to take a HPT on June 16th. It was negative. Whats going on?? I have not been stressed or anything to cause a delay in my periods. So whats up. Now I have been extremly tired, with headaches, and a little nausea. But could that just be all in my head. I have a doctors appt, July 12th so we will see. However it is now June 25th I am 21 days late. I Hope I really am pregnant, but I refuse to get my hopes up, especially since I had 2 tests taken and both negative.