My Answer:

I went to the doctors yesterday, and took a test. It was Neg. I was so hurt and upset. She did say that if I do not start my next week, to come in for a blood test. But I'm sure its no. I am so upset, because I don't get it. There are millions of people to get pregnant that don't want a baby, and yet I want a baby for than anything. Kevin said it will happen, and I know it will. I just didn't think it would take this long. We have been trying since March. Today, I am better now. Not as upset. But its hard.

SO Unsure

I am so unsure, if I am pregnant. I took the test on 8/24/06 and it was negative, however I am a week late. My hopes get more and more up there everyday I don't start. I am making an appointment today. As soon as 9:00am hits, I am making the call. I am so nervous, because I want this more than anything. I am trying so hard not to get my hopes up, but its hard. Well I guess we will see tonight. Oh please, I hope she says I am pregnant.

I guess not

I still haven't started yet. So I took a test this morning, and it was negative. I guess I should be starting anytime soon. Also all the symptoms I am having is just me getting sick. I am really sad. We have been trying since March, is it ever going to happen?

How I feel

Today I feel sick to my stomach, and my back is killing me. My chest is still sore, and I am extremly tired. I have not started yet. However, am I just congering all this up in my head, I might be. I am not sure, and I do not want to get my hopes up. Thats the main reason, I do not want to take the test. I have taken a test before, and was devasated when it came back neg. I think I will wait until tomorrow to take it, if I do not start. I really hope I am pregnant, but I'm afraid to get my hopes up.

What I am feeling

Ok, for the past week, I am very sore, and tender in the breast area. And all morning today I am dizzy. I do not like this dizzy feeling I am having.

Pregnancy Dreams

I had a dream that I was pregnant, and then I was at the hospital, where I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. Kevin and I were so Happy.

It's my Birthday

Well today is my birthday. I was hoping to have the best gift ever..A Baby. But its not going to happen. Oh well it's only been a few weeks. I know it doesn't happen that fast.