The waiting game

Well yesterday was my doctors appt. I knew what the doctors was going to say before we even got there. She came in and said "Well that was quick, see I told you it would happen" Before Dr.Johnson came in the room, Kevin and I were talking about baby names, as I was sitting there with a sheet around me waiting to be examined. She answered some questions for me, and then did a quick exam, said everything was fine. She said I was going to get my blood work done, and that she wanted to see me in 2 weeks for my first official prenatal appointment. I had my blood work done, and was told to call the next day after 12 for my results.

I did have my very first craving yesterday. I wanted White Castle, and boy was it good.

Well I couldn't wait anymore, I called the doctors office today at 12:15pm, and was told the nurse was on lunch. URG!!! I can't wait anymore. She took my name and number, and said the nurse would get back with me. I can't wait to get the results. I will post the results later today!!!!!

Doctor Appointment Made

Well yesterday I called the doctor on my lunch and we have an appt. on Thursday 09/27 at 11:45am. I am excited. I still can't believe its real. Yesterday, and today I have had nausea all day. This part is no fun. But the end result is ALL worth it. DH and I decided not to find out the gender until the baby is born. So until that time, we are calling the baby "peanut" Because I have 2 test left. I am taking one again Thursday morning before work, just to make sure. I know it will come back with a BFP because I have already tested twice, but I want to do it again. DH and I are having the hardest time, because we are not telling anyone till 10/09. Which is still 2 weeks away. This is going to be a LONG 2 weeks, longer than the 2WW to test. I know we will make it, we have waited this long. Man I am SO EXCITED!!!! I just want to shout it to the world!!!! "I AM PREGNANT

Umm...Is it true??

Well my back went out again, and I was in SO much pain. Yesterday 09/22 we were having our housewarming/Dad's retirement/Bryan's Good Health party, and I could hardly get out of bed. Well when I woke up yesterday morning, I wanted to take a Vicoden. I decided I would take a pregnancy test (I didnt think I was pregnant, but because I was late (my periods have been so irregular) I decided I would take the last test I had. So I took the test, waited for the results knowing I would see a BFN, BUT to my surprise there was a + OMG I just got a BFP, is this real. I was in shock. So I woke up my husband, and was like "Honey, its time to wake up, we have to get everything set up." When his eyes were half open, I said "Hey, I wanted to take a Vicoden, but I wanted to just make sure, honey this test says I am pregnant." His eyes were wide open, he was so excited, he kept saying "are you sure". I showed him the test, and he almost cried. I was in shock. Needless to say I did not take any medicine. Before anyone came over I went to the store and bought a box of 3 digital tests. I wanted to make sure, so I decided I would test this morning, and tomorrow morning. It was so hard for us to not say anything, but I want to wait a bit. Everytime we passed eachother we would smile. This morning, I was up at 6:30am, cause I could not sleep. I grabbed the digital test, took it, and I got another BFP. I think its safe to say, after 1 year 6 months, we are having a BABY!!!!!!!

We have decided to Nickname our lil one "Peanut" Since we are not finding out if we are having a boy or a girl!!! We are so excited!

Someday I will Understand

I LOVE this Song!!!! It means a lot to me.

"Someday (I Will Understand)"

[Verse 1:] Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see I'll see it all in my baby

[Verse 2:] Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby

No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you

It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby

Back Pain

On June 8th I had major back pains, went to the ER and got it taken care of after like a month of pain. Well August 22nd I bent over to pick up my kitty and before I could grab him, I heard a crack/pop on my back, and have been having horrible pain. I went August 24th for a CT scan (before O). Well yesterday I went to the doctors to get the results. He stated I have a bulging disc, and there is nothing he can do about it. Its something I have to live with. He did state that I could get a steriod shot that would help it, but its only temporary. WELL, because DH and I are TTC I will not have the shot done. SO I guess my only option is try different things to help the pain. I was told Tylenol is OK while TTC and Pregnancy, but I try not to take anything unless I REALLY need it. I have not taken any kind of medication for over a week, so I think my system is cleared out. I am scared though, because having this back pain, I am sure will make it hard to carry a child for 9 months. I guess only time will tell.

OPK

I had one more test to take this morning for the month. Now I showed a + on Monday and Tuesday. But this morning I got a MAJOR + I mean the line was super dark. So I am thinking today not Monday is the best day to conceive. For some reason I am really thinking this is our month to get a BFP. I don't want to get to excited, but I can just feel it. I guess only time will tell.

Two week wait

Yesterday was my most fertile day. So now I am on the TWW list. I really hope that Sept is our month to get pregnant. About 9 months ago I had gone to a psyhic and she advised I would either deliver a baby this September, or get pregnant. I really hope she was right, and this is the month for DH and I. The only thing I am worried about is my back issue. I am having major pain, and go see the doctor on 09/06 to go over the CT I had done on 08/24. I hope its nothing major, and can be taken care of. I have not taken any pain pills since O. It has been VERY hard not to take anything, since I am in so much pain. I guess only time will tell.