The Secret is FINALLY Out!!!

Well Yesterday 10/04 we told our familes. They are SO excited. First we went and told my dad, since he was going out with friends. I said to pop "I have Good news and Bad news" He was like "I don't need anymore bad news" I said "The bad news is It's gonna cost money" He was like "I don't have any money" So I told him "The good news is....I'm pregnant" His face just lit up. He was So happy and excited. After the excited calmed down, I told him, how I was telling mom. Well he decided now not to go out with work, we was coming to dinner with us. I was happy about that.

Next Stop: DH's parents.

SO we got there, and DH helped his dad unload the car, then told his dad to wash his hands. We handed them an anniversary card since their 32nd Anniversary was Wednesday. It read:

Mom and Dad,

Congrats on 32 wonderful years. We love you both very much. We were thinking about it and We wanted to get you a special present for this anniversary, but money is funny right now with the new house and with christmas coming. So in may, you will be getting your present. You will be getting....

YOUR FIRST GRANDCHILD

We had the "Your first Grandchild" covered up. Once they pulled the paper off it, I swear the whole block heard them scream. They are SO happy and excited. They just cried. We loved it.

Next stop: Telling my Mom

So we got to Jon's Goodtime Bar. (We love that place, and know the whole staff) And DH and I were giving pops a hard time, about being there. (Just so mom wouldn't suspect.) Once we got inside we sat down, and Kevin and Bryan were cracking jokes. Then we ordered our food. Then my announcement: I said "Mom I just want to let you know, I have the best husband around...look what he got me" Then I handed her a JCPenney box. (Had a pregnancy test in it) She opens the box takes out the bracelet case, opens it...looks at it, looks at me, back at the box, and then at me again, and says "You?". I smiled and said "Yes". She was shocked. She started to get all red, and started to cry, then liked screamed" She showed all the girls at Jon's. Hugged me and then asked a bunch of questions. She is a happy Grandma. After we ate we made our last stop..With mom.

Last Stop: Grandma E's House

So we got to Gram's house, and chit chatted for a bit, then asked how she was doing. Kevin told her she needs to get better. And I said because you are going to be a great grandma. She was so excited to hear that.

Well we told just about everyone. I finally got a hold of my older brother. He was so excited. Asked me a bunch of questions. Then said "I can't believe my lil sis is knocked up" He is so crazy!!!! I told Kristal this morning. She is excited too.

My mom told me this morning she is buying the crib. I can't believe it. It was unexpected. Our baby truly is not going to want for anything. We are truly blessed.

To Peanut:

I can't wait to hold you in my arms. You are a blessing from god. We have been wishing for you since November 2005. Now you are in mommy's belly growing, and becoming your own person. See you in May my sweet little peanut. We love you.

URG!!!!

Why are my parents SO difficult. Pops never does anything, or goes anywhere. But the ONE time I need him home, he is going out. URG!!!!!! Why can't they cooperate. So now we are going to tell my pops first, then run over to Kevin's parents. My mom is also going out to dinner with Bryan and Lindsay, so we are going to meet them up there, and tell them. I can't wait and I am SO excited. I just hope they don't have any Idea.

Well....its Official!

Well I called the doctors office Friday, and after they contacted the lab, she came back and said I am 100% pregnant. My HCG level is 10,177. DH and I are SO excited. We have decided to tell our families before Oct. 9th, we can't wait that long, and we don't want to take away from Bryan's day. We were going to tell them Saturday, but being that its hunting season, my dad is gone for the weekend not coming home till Wednesday, and DH dad is leaving next Friday. So we are telling our families Thursday. We can't wait. Its been SO hard keeping this a secret. They don't even know we were trying. I figured we have kept it a secret for a year and a half, whats another week. The hardest was this weekend. I spent just about the whole weekend with my mom, and wanted to tell her SO bad, but I couldn't DH would have killed me~lol. I am counting down the days to tell our family.

The waiting game

Well yesterday was my doctors appt. I knew what the doctors was going to say before we even got there. She came in and said "Well that was quick, see I told you it would happen" Before Dr.Johnson came in the room, Kevin and I were talking about baby names, as I was sitting there with a sheet around me waiting to be examined. She answered some questions for me, and then did a quick exam, said everything was fine. She said I was going to get my blood work done, and that she wanted to see me in 2 weeks for my first official prenatal appointment. I had my blood work done, and was told to call the next day after 12 for my results.

I did have my very first craving yesterday. I wanted White Castle, and boy was it good.

Well I couldn't wait anymore, I called the doctors office today at 12:15pm, and was told the nurse was on lunch. URG!!! I can't wait anymore. She took my name and number, and said the nurse would get back with me. I can't wait to get the results. I will post the results later today!!!!!

Doctor Appointment Made

Well yesterday I called the doctor on my lunch and we have an appt. on Thursday 09/27 at 11:45am. I am excited. I still can't believe its real. Yesterday, and today I have had nausea all day. This part is no fun. But the end result is ALL worth it. DH and I decided not to find out the gender until the baby is born. So until that time, we are calling the baby "peanut" Because I have 2 test left. I am taking one again Thursday morning before work, just to make sure. I know it will come back with a BFP because I have already tested twice, but I want to do it again. DH and I are having the hardest time, because we are not telling anyone till 10/09. Which is still 2 weeks away. This is going to be a LONG 2 weeks, longer than the 2WW to test. I know we will make it, we have waited this long. Man I am SO EXCITED!!!! I just want to shout it to the world!!!! "I AM PREGNANT

Umm...Is it true??

Well my back went out again, and I was in SO much pain. Yesterday 09/22 we were having our housewarming/Dad's retirement/Bryan's Good Health party, and I could hardly get out of bed. Well when I woke up yesterday morning, I wanted to take a Vicoden. I decided I would take a pregnancy test (I didnt think I was pregnant, but because I was late (my periods have been so irregular) I decided I would take the last test I had. So I took the test, waited for the results knowing I would see a BFN, BUT to my surprise there was a + OMG I just got a BFP, is this real. I was in shock. So I woke up my husband, and was like "Honey, its time to wake up, we have to get everything set up." When his eyes were half open, I said "Hey, I wanted to take a Vicoden, but I wanted to just make sure, honey this test says I am pregnant." His eyes were wide open, he was so excited, he kept saying "are you sure". I showed him the test, and he almost cried. I was in shock. Needless to say I did not take any medicine. Before anyone came over I went to the store and bought a box of 3 digital tests. I wanted to make sure, so I decided I would test this morning, and tomorrow morning. It was so hard for us to not say anything, but I want to wait a bit. Everytime we passed eachother we would smile. This morning, I was up at 6:30am, cause I could not sleep. I grabbed the digital test, took it, and I got another BFP. I think its safe to say, after 1 year 6 months, we are having a BABY!!!!!!!

We have decided to Nickname our lil one "Peanut" Since we are not finding out if we are having a boy or a girl!!! We are so excited!

Someday I will Understand

I LOVE this Song!!!! It means a lot to me.

"Someday (I Will Understand)"

[Verse 1:] Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see I'll see it all in my baby

[Verse 2:] Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby

No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you

It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby You'll see it all in your baby